Good Lord I don't even know who I am anymore!! I hate what I see in the mirror and can't stand to be around people. When did this happen....why did this happen.....why did I let myself go???
As I sit here I think about how I encourage my daughter to be good at track, soccer, tennis, karate and school grades. Not to give up, to try harder, to push through the pain!! I tell her she can do it.....but wait, why can't I?? Why do I give up so easily?? I don't want her looking at me thinking I am not good enough. But it's just easy for me to put others before me. I push my daughter to be her best, I work hard to get my website and business name out there, I work hard around the house...cleaning, cooking, yard work..etc. But I just give up on myself!!!!
You know I went shopping the other week because I really don't have alot of clothes to wear. And now I think the new clothes are getting a little snug....really????? I must stop this craziness.
It's time to take time for myself......!!
I totally get it! I'm right there with you!
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You can do it!!!
diane :)
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You can do it! Use that positive self talk that you teach your daughter and tell yourself every day that you CAN do it! :) Just take it a day at a time, heck, even one meal at a time and the little things will start adding up to big things! Best of luck to you in your journey.
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